Utterly in Like with You
rant post. boy related. u were warned.
so you called me today, and even though you told me bad news, I was smiling. I was smiling because you told me something, because you wanted to talk to me. you’re the only one that can make my day. no matter how upset I am all you have to do is smile at me and it feels like I was never sad. you’re also the main reason I’m sad half of the time. you’ve made me cry more times than I care to admit, and you don’t even know. I can’t even list why I like you even if I wanted to. I have no idea what makes you so special to me, you just are. every bit of you consumes me in a way I hate to have to admit, but you’ve affected more than most people have my entire life. I think about the sweet shape of your lips, your little grey hairs, and the weird faces u make when I make fun of you, the laugh u make when your angry that actually sounds normal compared to your pelican bird sounding laugh for normal things, the way you awkwardly pucker you lips for a typical peck, the way you grab my shoulders when you kiss me goodbye, or how you bite my finger when we hold hands. I don’t know why I think about these little things when I’m alone at night, but once again you’ve crept up into my thoughts and you won’t leave my head.
as I sit here with the thought of you next me, I wonder, do you think of me, as much as I think of you?
I’m completely and utterly in like with you.